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shimmy77x @ 2005-10-09T22:53:00

2005-10-10T04:00:56Z

ugghhh i dont feel good. i can barely even talk.

from now on, im going to stop gossiping, i mean i know everyone does it, but im not going to anymore. it can really hurt people and no one should feel let down by people talking shit. so if you hear me gossiping or whatever, slap me!

i feel really bad for people who have cancer, or other diseases. it can happen to anybody for no reason. we should be thankful for what we have! live everyday like there is no tomorrow, and appreciate life.

i needa go to bed. gooodnight all.

<3

im princess jasmine, LIKE DUH!

2005-09-14T01:45:16Z

so school has been alright, and i have a lot of people in my classes to thats just great. have u guys felt super stressed lately? like everyday when i get home im soo tired and STARVING. i hate how u cant eat in classes!!

i cant wait to go snowboarding
and for the OC! even though the first episode wasnt that good, but im still excited for the rest of the season. IM OBSESSED!

im going to breakfast tomorrow morning, cant wait for that either!
but for now, i gotta go watch real world.

have a good night everyone!
xoxo lol

shimmy77x @ 2005-07-31T00:24:00

2005-07-31T06:00:00Z

26 facts! :)

1. i hate feeling sorry for myself
2. when im not laughing, or having a serious conversation, i get bored and start texting..or feel sorry for myself
3. i wish i was in love
4. i like getting up early and going to breakfast, even though im NOT a morning person
5. i dont think anyone really understands me
6. and i dont think i understand myself either, i scare myself
7. i just got my license 2 days ago, and i am very proud of myself
8. i love when i accomplish things
9. sometimes i get shy around people i dont know or people who dont talk much
10. i really like having deep conversations with people
11. i love laying in bed with guys and talking
12. i also love laying on docks at night and watching the stars
13. i get big bursts of energy ALOT!
14. it takes me about an hour to get to sleep at night
15. hyper people make my happy
16. i only like rain when its pouring
17. i love my friends! :)
18. i think waaay too much
19. i know if im going to start liking a guy right away, like after the first couple words he says
20. at night i get really thoughtful
21. i think life is all about love
22. i dont think you need to be good at life to enjoy life
23. slow songs make me cry
24. i dont believe in the word soulmates, i think you can make anyone your soulmate if you try hard enough
25. i love getting to know people really well
26. the guy who works at cell 1 named luke is so very hot. everytime i see him i get tingles lol

and thats all! hope you enjoyed.
<3

shimmy77x @ 2005-07-24T00:48:00

2005-07-24T05:48:33Z

rawr!

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-07-21T23:27:00

2005-07-22T04:38:56Z

im in a really good mood right not, i love it!

so today me sarah and annie went shopping, then bulldogs, then we went fourwheeling, and went on this bike that has a motor, and it went 90mph!! like seriously, we were soo wind blown after, and we even got stuck in some ditches, and made some new friends :P

then like the bestest thing happened ever, which i will not go into detail. hehehh

then we went to conoco and the playground, which just made my night! i love summer nights :)

so tomorrow, we're going 4 wheeling again!! but if anyone wants to come over early and tan, call me, or actually ill call u! muhaha

have a great night!

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-07-18T00:25:00

2005-07-18T05:31:27Z

guess what!

chocolate chips are called morsels. aka dead people. hehe

WATCH OUT, theyre gonna getcha! :0

shimmy77x @ 2005-07-14T23:38:00

2005-07-15T04:52:14Z

:p

so today was kinda busy!! first i went shopping with sarah and gia, then went to wendys and ate and stuff..then i went out to eat with some family friends at lil angies, and their ceaser salad was icky, it had like brown mud on it. theen i went up to the mall AGAIN with jodi and hilary and bought a jean skirt! then we went downtown..and then i watched sleepover at amys house. lol that movie was sooo good. its like a little kid movie, but its actually really really funny. we were like peeing the whole time! i love little kid movies! :)

i really want my phone back. the ups man came to my house today and i thought it was my phone and i got all excited..but it turned out to be a tank top that my mom ordered, grr. and the man at the mall said it would take 12 to 60 days!! thats like 2 months..i need my baby back!

i went strawberry picking the other day! it was very interesting, did u know there is a law that u cant eat strawberrys that u pick before you buy them?! but charlotte is now a pro at stealing strawberries, i mean whoa she even pretended she was looking in her purse, when really she was eating a strawberry! our teeth and like our whole faces were bright red(from the strawvberries of course) when we went to buy them..maybe we shoulda cleaned up alittle before we departed from the field..

so i really want to go out to breakfast tomorrow like EARLY!
<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-07-12T00:30:00

2005-07-12T05:50:52Z

so ive kinda had mixed emotions lately. like ill be happy for a couple minutes and then ill get really angry and stuff. i duno whats wrong with me!

you know when you meet someone for the first time. and just when you start talking to him and like the first word he says, you know if your gonna start liking him or not. i <333 first second impressions! and then it just starts getting better and better :)

ive actually been real busy lately with tons of crazy/surprising adventures. this summer ROCKS! at least most of the days.

"ahh look at those dikes under the volleyball net"
^^ NEVER go near volleyball nets. you never know what could be hiding under them. people practically live under those!

i really wanna start cleaning my room and like reorganizing it. i need a change.

have a lovely night!!

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-07-09T23:41:00

2005-07-10T04:50:37Z

moose lake! me and charlotte practically live there now.

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-07-02T20:22:00

2005-07-03T01:38:23Z

so ive decided to start this thing up again! i got a little bored..

i cannot wait for:

*crosslake-3 days!

*moose lake, square dance-2 days!

*and maaaybe amy's cabin,water trampoline-1 day!

today was just kinda a layed back day, no one was home so i decided to go tanning on my deck, until i started sweating terribly, so my mother and i decided to go to the mall where i got a tank top and this other fancy tank top thing for crosslake. and while we were at the grocery store i fell in love with this really hot man who takes care of the carts. wow he was sooo very sexy.

oh yes. my cell phone broke. the screw wont screw on anymore, so i had to send it in, and its gonna be gone for 2 weeks! i miss it terribly, but im actually getting used to not having it..crazy i know. we used to be so attached :(

my dads burning trees in my backyard at the moment, and the smoke is coming through the window, it seems like my house is on fire. muhaha

me and shaggy sarah almost died the other day driving home from island lake. the driving conditions were horrible. we were going like 10 miles an hour and sweating like monsters since it was so intense. kelli's house was fun tho!

fuzzy francine. lmao

omg i am boring myself.

but dont worry..i will be putting pictures on later!!

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-06-21T23:32:00

2005-06-22T04:33:17Z

tonight was crazy, along with every night..

but i wont go into detail,

because....

this journal is done. :0

at least for now.

have a lovely summer

aaand have as much fun as possible.

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-06-17T12:46:00

2005-06-17T18:06:01Z

SOME TERRIBLE NEWS!

i lost my antenna to my phone. :(

first of all, it just started not twisting on right, but then it got lost. poor little guy, i kinda liked him too. whenever i got bored i would screw him on and off and like bite him and stuff. boo

SOME WONDERFUL NEWS!

im taking my drivers test wednesday :)

but i still need to learn how to drive, parallel park, and learn where all the gadgets are. aka tinker toys. muhaha

hope you all have a grand morning/afternoon/night!

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-06-17T00:17:00

2005-06-17T05:21:25Z

isnt it scary how you can just change your impression on someone after something little that happened or something little that you found out. or if you thought you knew the person really well, but then they totally surprise you and change into someone way different.

dont try and be something/someone your not. just be yourself.

anyways.. :0

i found my new wedding song!! its just soo cute, you'll fall in love instanty.

"Making Memories Of Us"

I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

I wanna honor your mother
I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way

I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll win your trust making memories of us

shimmy77x @ 2005-06-15T11:06:00

2005-06-15T16:24:29Z

boo!

i miss illinois so very much. expecially the long and very tiring shopping trips, the snakes in the paddleboats, and baboon being BAD. oh yes, and of course change=cheese :)

so this summer is looking preeeety good. im trying to keep busy everyday and so far its kinda working, kinda not. but when the weathers being bad, you can be bad too. right? right!

yesterday i bought this prince, well actually its a frog, but after i kiss it and put it in water for 72 hours it will grow 6 times as big aand will be my very own prince charming. muhahaha

after i put it in water, ill show you how big and gigantic he grows!! :)

shimmy77x @ 2005-06-06T22:50:00

2005-06-07T03:56:10Z

oooh my golly gee wizz. (((++++)))

i just found this burts bees lip shimmer on my computer desk and i have fallen in love. its making my lips all stingy and fresh feeling and like whooa its totally lip madness baby! :0

today the most embarrasing thing happened ever ever ever. me and sarah went to go drop off some movies and when i was getting out of the car my skirt fell off. pure embarrasment in tellin ya.

illinois-3 days!! its like 90 degrees there. and they have a pool and even dogs you can throw in the pool. aaaand my cousin has extremely gorgeous friends. like the drop dead/fall over kind. muhahhahah

but if you leave, dont look back, ill be running the other way. :)

<333333333

shimmy77x @ 2005-05-30T23:33:00

2005-05-31T04:40:31Z

hmmm well today was just one of those days. actually it was fantastic.

i went down to canal park with annie, went to timberlodge for some bread, found some car keys, and ran across this really spoooky hotel that looked like titanic.

and then sarah came over for some girltalk. im totally just kidding!! we actually attempted to do our homework, but got sooooo caught up in the oc. i mean seriously, i am in love with ryan and marissa. they are just so darn cute! <3333 awwww

sometimes i wonder how different my life would be if i lived in a different state. aka california. hot guys swarming the ocean, ginormous beach houses, and parties parties parties. need i say more?

you know when you decide to wash your hands and then the water is like super hot. and a shock runs through your whole body and you stare at the mirror in horror. whoa be careful of those faucets, they can do major harm.

well, time to watch another episode of the oc baby!!

you better be wearing your shower shoes. muhahahahahahah

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-05-25T22:21:00

2005-05-26T03:27:41Z

Today was swell. Well kinda swell..

Something i dont understand,

Whenever i wish for something it never comes true. And whenever i dont want something to happen it always does. Maybe from now on i'll just wish for the things i dont want to happen, and then the things i want to happen will!!

Also, why is it raining so much??

I love when rain comes as a total surprise and unexpected. Like when its a beautiful day out and barely any clouds, aaand then it starts getting a little windy, and then it starts sprinkling, and then boom, its pouring.

You know when you get extremely tired and your mind goes completely blank. And then someone asks you what you did that day, and you have no idea.

okay enough of me being weird

muhahahah.

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-05-21T01:25:00

2005-05-21T06:22:31Z

You know when it gets realllly late, so you finally decide to go to bed. But then once you lie down you have so much urge to jump out of the covers. And you just have sooo much tense, and its building up like crazy inside of you. And then you think of all the exciting things you want to do, but instead you calm yourself down and just dream.

Okay my life used to be so good. I used to love it, everything about it. And i used to get amused by such little things, and i could never stop laughing. It was perfect.

And now it just seems like im loosing everything, but i dont really know what. I just feel incomplete and like parts of me are missing, like the good parts, and i dont know how to get them back. Something just doesnt feel right and i dont know whats going on and i hate it!!

I think waaaay too much. I need to stop.

Im totally going crazy.

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-05-15T21:00:00

2005-05-16T02:05:33Z

I hate when people try and be something their not,

and when they try and be somebody else,

when really they are perfect the way they are.

I want to go to the beach when it gets warm out. And lay in the sand and hear the waves and just think. And let everything stream out of me, and just talk to someone.

xoxo.

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-05-12T22:35:00

2005-05-13T03:45:10Z

i wont stop. no way

today was freeeezing, and it made me super uber angry. grr baby brr!!

but tomorrow even if it isnt nice and perdy out

im still going to wear capris, actually just my pants rolled up, so it gets me in the summer mood :)

^^what is that, whats going on?!

you dont know how lovely you are.

<333 me

shimmy77x @ 2005-05-10T21:19:00

2005-05-11T02:26:17Z

today was lovely. well actually it was not so lovely. but kinda lovely if you minus alittle here and there, because then it would of been perfect :)

and i <3 ice javas in the morning. it gets me hyper hyper hyper!!

<333 jay

shimmy77x @ 2005-05-03T21:30:00

2005-05-04T03:08:57Z

I feel like dancing, but i cant. I have no energy, im just dreaming of dancing. And not just any kind of dancing. Kinda like crazy whoa dancing.

You know, getting all jiggy with it.

Im super bored, and i also have nothing to say. Actually i know i have stuff to say, i just forgot it all.

You know when you really have something to tell someone, or were just going to say something, and then all of a sudden you forget. And it just bugs you all day. And then finally when you do remember you realize it wasnt all that important and you ask yourself, why on earth was i going to say that?

Today after i took a hot and steamy shower i didnt do anything to my hair.

Usually i blow dry it and straighten it and all.

But today i just let it flow around. It got all curly and weird and i didnt have to worry about messing it up, even though i mess it up all the time anyways, it was just fun to let it go crazy, it felt all free.

<333 jay

shimmy77x @ 2005-05-03T12:52:00

2005-05-03T17:52:17Z

aww its finally getting nice out
usually when i wake up its all cloudy and icky
but today it was nothing but sun sun sun. :)

something to get you all schnazzed up..

but then all that it means is ill always be dreaming of you

you know when you havnt listened to a song in a very long time, and then when you do it reminds you of something, like when you used to listen to it, and you remember what was going on and what you were thinking about.

<333

shimmy77x @ 2005-04-28T22:17:00

2005-04-29T03:18:17Z

isnt it craaaazy:

how whenever you lose things its almost always in the most likely spot, but you tend to always look in the least likely spots.

everything happens for a reason. but most of the time you dont know what that reason is, and you know there is one, but you also know you are never going to know what it is.

<333 mwah

shimmy77x @ 2005-04-24T23:10:00

2005-04-25T04:20:55Z

i am so so so so sleepy. bed=love

but first im gonna update, and then maybe just maybe, hit the sac! tehehe

i like not knowing what your going to do with your life. like just experiencing things when you have no idea it was going to happen, and getting so excited about whats going to happen next.

today was pretty nice. played soccer and danced to techno with some hot babes. and then went to amity ville horror, which was amazing, but like really really scary.

aand on the way to pick up some money we drove by my old grandmas house.

it brought back so many memories. i used to go over there every single day and i practially forgot all about it. and now it just all came back. aww i miss her :(

i love laying in the grass

<333 jay

smile like you mean it