[	mood	|	anxious	]
[	music	|	michelle branch-breathe	]

rawr!

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[	mood	|	mellow	]
[	music	|	sugar were going down-fall out boy	]

moose lake! me and charlotte practically live there now.

( HEY we're from cali! )

[	mood	|	full	]
[	music	|	ohio is for lovers-hawthorne heights	]

so ive decided to start this thing up again! i got a little bored..

i cannot wait for:

*crosslake-3 days!

*moose lake, square dance-2 days!

*and maaaybe amy's cabin,water trampoline-1 day!

today was just kinda a layed back day, no one was home so i decided to go tanning on my deck, until i started sweating terribly, so my mother and i decided to go to the mall where i got a tank top and this other fancy tank top thing for crosslake. and while we were at the grocery store i fell in love with this really hot man who takes care of the carts. wow he was sooo very sexy.

oh yes. my cell phone broke. the screw wont screw on anymore, so i had to send it in, and its gonna be gone for 2 weeks! i miss it terribly, but im actually getting used to not having it..crazy i know. we used to be so attached :(

my dads burning trees in my backyard at the moment, and the smoke is coming through the window, it seems like my house is on fire. muhaha

me and shaggy sarah almost died the other day driving home from island lake. the driving conditions were horrible. we were going like 10 miles an hour and sweating like monsters since it was so intense. kelli's house was fun tho!

fuzzy francine. lmao

omg i am boring myself.

but dont worry..i will be putting pictures on later!!

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[	mood	|	flirty	]
[	music	|	jurassic 5-jurass finish first	]

tonight was crazy, along with every night..

but i wont go into detail,

because....

this journal is done. :0

at least for now.

have a lovely summer

aaand have as much fun as possible.

<333

[	mood	|	hot	]
[	music	|	<<98.9>> my favorite country station ever!	]

SOME TERRIBLE NEWS!

i lost my antenna to my phone. :(

first of all, it just started not twisting on right, but then it got lost. poor little guy, i kinda liked him too. whenever i got bored i would screw him on and off and like bite him and stuff. boo

SOME WONDERFUL NEWS!

im taking my drivers test wednesday :) 

but i still need to learn how to drive, parallel park, and learn where all the gadgets are. aka tinker toys. muhaha

hope you all have a grand morning/afternoon/night!

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[	mood	|	peaceful	]
[	music	|	my new wedding song of course!! :)	]

isnt it scary how you can just change your impression on someone after something little that happened or something little that you found out. or if you thought you knew the person really well, but then they totally surprise you and change into someone way different.

dont try and be something/someone your not. just be yourself.

anyways.. :0

i found my new wedding song!! its just soo cute, you'll fall in love instanty.

( keith urban-making memories of us )

[	mood	|	thirsty	]
[	music	|	summer sunshine-the corrs	]

boo!

i miss illinois so very much. expecially the long and very tiring shopping trips, the snakes in the paddleboats, and baboon being BAD. oh yes, and of course change=cheese :)

so this summer is looking preeeety good. im trying to keep busy everyday and so far its kinda working, kinda not.  but when the weathers being bad, you can be bad too. right? right!

yesterday i bought this prince, well actually its a frog, but after i kiss it and put it in water for 72 hours it will grow 6 times as big aand will be my very own prince charming. muhahaha

after i put it in water, ill show you how big and gigantic he grows!! :)

[	mood	|	silly	]
[	music	|	the boys of summer-the ataris	]

oooh my golly gee wizz. (((++++)))

i just found this burts bees lip shimmer on my computer desk and i have fallen in love.  its making my lips all stingy and fresh feeling and like whooa its totally lip madness baby! :0

today the most embarrasing thing happened ever ever ever. me and sarah went to go drop off some movies and when i was getting out of the car my skirt fell off.  pure embarrasment in tellin ya. 

illinois-3 days!! its like 90 degrees there.  and they have a pool and even dogs you can throw in the pool. aaaand my cousin has extremely gorgeous friends.  like the drop dead/fall over kind.  muhahhahah

but if you leave, dont look back, ill be running the other way. :)

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[	mood	|	giddy	]
[	music	|	oohhh chariot-gavin degraw	]

hmmm well today was just one of those days. actually it was fantastic.

i went down to canal park with annie, went to timberlodge for some bread, found some car keys, and ran across this really spoooky hotel that looked like titanic.

and then sarah came over for some girltalk. im totally just kidding!! we actually attempted to do our homework, but got sooooo caught up in the oc. i mean seriously, i am in love with ryan and marissa. they are just so darn cute! <3333 awwww

sometimes i wonder how different my life would be if i lived in a different state. aka california. hot guys swarming the ocean, ginormous beach houses, and parties parties parties. need i say more?

you know when you decide to wash your hands and then the water is like super hot. and a shock runs through your whole body and you stare at the mirror in horror. whoa be careful of those faucets, they can do major harm.

well, time to watch another episode of the oc baby!!

you better be wearing your shower shoes. muhahahahahahah

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[	mood	|	flirty	]
[	music	|	99 red balloons baby!!	]

Today was swell. Well kinda swell..

Something i dont understand,

Whenever i wish for something it never comes true. And whenever i dont want something to happen it always does. Maybe from now on i'll just wish for the things i dont want to happen, and then the things i want to happen will!!

Also, why is it raining so much??

I love when rain comes as a total surprise and unexpected. Like when its a beautiful day out and barely any clouds, aaand then it starts getting a little windy, and then it starts sprinkling, and then boom, its pouring.

You know when you get extremely tired and your mind goes completely blank.  And then someone asks you what you did that day, and you have no idea.

okay enough of me being weird

muhahahah.

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[	mood	|	grr	]
[	music	|	violence-blink 182	]

You know when it gets realllly late, so you finally decide to go to bed. But then once you lie down you have so much urge to jump out of the covers. And you just have sooo much tense, and its building up like crazy inside of you. And then you think of all the exciting things you want to do, but instead you calm yourself down and just dream.

Okay my life used to be so good. I used to love it, everything about it. And i used to get amused by such little things, and i could never stop laughing. It was perfect.

And now it just seems like im loosing everything, but i dont really know what. I just feel incomplete and like parts of me are missing, like the good parts, and i dont know how to get them back. Something just doesnt feel right and i dont know whats going on and i hate it!!

I think waaaay too much. I need to stop.

Im totally going crazy.

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[	mood	|	sleepy	]
[	music	|	something corporate-konstantine	]

I hate when people try and be something their not,

and when they try and be somebody else,

when really they are perfect the way they are.

I want to go to the beach when it gets warm out. And lay in the sand and hear the waves and just think. And let everything stream out of me, and just talk to someone.

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[	mood	|	giddy	]
[	music	|	lifehouse-everybody is someone	]

i wont stop. no way

today was freeeezing, and it made me super uber angry. grr baby brr!!

but tomorrow even if it isnt nice and perdy out

im still going to wear capris, actually just my pants rolled up, so it gets me in the summer mood :)

^^what is that, whats going on?!

<333 me